Buried In The Lap of Jesus

May 10, 2021

A short while ago, I had a meltdown day.  The whole day I was weepy and full of self-pity contemplating all the things I cannot do that I used to.  Why, Lord, are You taking so long in fulfilling Your promise to me for my healing and strength restoration I wailed.  I moped about for 14 hours then I went to have an evening cry session with our Savior.

I read Ecclesiastes 9:11-12 and felt somewhat less disillusioned knowing that I have this in common with all of mankind.

“I returned and saw under the sun that—The race is not to the swift, nor the battle to the strong, nor bread to the wise, nor riches to men of understanding, nor favor to men of skill; but time and chance happen to them all.  For man also does not know his time: like fish taken in a cruel net, like birds caught in a snare, so the sons of men are snared in an evil time, when it falls suddenly upon them.”

I was not uplifted by this revelation but consoled.  Bad things happen in life to all of us...I asked the Lord, ‘What do I do?’  All I know how to do is trust God then I kept hearing in my spirit: CAST MY BURDEN ON THE LORD HE WILL NEVER LET THE RIGHTEOUS BE MOVED.  I said it over and over when a scripture address popped in my head.  It was Psalm 55:22 “Cast your burden on the Lord and He shall sustain you He shall never permit the righteous to be moved.”

As I sat in wonder at how Jesus spoke to me, I received a vision (visions are rare for me so I took notice).  I had my face buried in the lap of Jesus, crying while His hands were on my head.  He was seated on His throne.  A very simple but powerful vision.  Two days after this encounter, I received my coconut cake miracle I mentioned in Watchman Dreams Archives. Miracle Coconut Cake – Believe Miracles Are for Today (believemiraclesr42day.com)

More encouragement was to come a day later.  I was praying for a person to help me rehabilitate when I received Isaiah 10:27 “It shall come to pass in that day that his burden will be taken away from your shoulder, and his yoke from your neck, and the yoke will be destroyed because of the anointing oil.”

Written next to this verse in my bible is a date of 10/10/20 (10/10 again)!  It was on this date when I had a dream of restoration, not to mention the same day when the 10:10 mystery was solved (found under Miracles & Fulfilled Prophecy Archives).  In the dream, I was viewing steps that I couldn’t go up.  I was with a few other people.  It was a daunting task for me. 

10:10 Mystery Prophecy Fulfilled – Believe Miracles Are for Today (believemiraclesr42day.com)

Marble Steps Dream – Believe Miracles Are for Today (believemiraclesr42day.com)

The flights of stairs were out of different marbles (expensive luxurious stone). I went up the steps after the others however, I did so with no trouble.  I wanted to cry I was so thrilled.  I told the group how important it was that I made it up the stairs. I awoke to Isaiah 10:27 (from above).

Today in a devotional from Rabbi Jonathan Cahn: “God is saying: ‘I am alive and I am with you.  So, you were once strong or beautiful or you had all the time in the world. And now that's all gone. Who cares?’ Not God. That's all in the past. And the Spirit is saying …'Stop looking back. Stop looking for the past. God is not there. God is here and now. Now is the day of salvation. Now is the day of His presence. Now is the day of the miracles He has yet to do in your life. Now get moving. You have a Jordan to cross.’ "

"Today seek to not ponder or dwell on anything from the past. But seek instead to look forward to the miracles and blessings that are ahead of you.”

I pray this encourages your soul as it has now done mine!